Cancer Free...5 Weeks Post Surgery (Post #3)
This picture pretty well sums it up for me. I don't think I feel as good as she does at the moment, though, but I'm getting better every day. Thankfully, after 2 biopsies, 2 surgeries, countless doctors appointments, I can say I am free of this cancer. All margins and 18 lymph nodes were clear. This has been the hardest experiences of my life. The roller coaster of emotions alone are enough to make you crazy! Every step of the way, you are waiting for another test result or waiting for a pathology report...it's not for sissies! All I can say is you must learn to be patient and try not to lose it while you are waiting to hear. I know it is easier said than done, but you must. There is nothing, I mean nothing to be gained from getting over anxious. It doesn't help and in some cases it makes it worse. All I could do was pray about it and leave it in God's hands. That's all any of us can do in this situation really. While I still have a long road ...