There's a Reason We Celebrate Christmas...It's Not for Little Smokies & Cheese Balls

Today is December 21st. Christmas is only 4 days away. I am dealing with a full of a range of emotions on the inside all while trying to handle everything that needs to be done. Stress: This year seems so different. We've had to cancel two family events due to conflicts. Two of my nieces can't make it to the immediate family gathering due to work schedules. My in-laws are basically housebound now due to my father-in-law's health, so that situation is different and somewhat difficult. I can't seem to get all of our gifts purchased -- where did the time go?? Excitement: At work, I've been overwhelmed by the outpouring of love from some of the congregation (I'm a church secretary). I've received a number of gifts, goodies, & cards. It has been very sweet and touching. We've been able to have some friends over to the house that we haven't seen in a long time (along with some other friends). We are hoping to continue our tradition of eating Chin...